Juncus 'Spiralis' (Corkscrew Grass) in water garden |
It was during a thorough cleaning of my storage building recently that some of these thoughts of water began to "flood" my mind. But the thoughts weren't so much of water's life-giving properties as they were of the affects that water has on various things - in particular, a bag of fertilizer.
As I moved a couple of large bags of this fertilizer from their shelves in order to clean and re-arrange, it occurred to me that it would soon be time to apply it to my flower beds. Then the whole fertilization thought process began. I needed to watch the forecast and wait for a week that would be rain-free. That would allow me to remove the leaves from the beds, clean up any old debris and broadcast the tiny granules of fertilizer evenly across all of the surface of my garden. Then I would have to apply the water.
Bloom of Liriope muscari (Monkey Grass) |
Perhaps you're familiar with slow-release fertilizer. It's most often found in granular form, and each little granule of fertilizer is encapsulated with a material that dissolves very slowly over time, allowing the active ingredients of the fertilizer to be released gradually from the granule's protective capsule-covering. Contained inside of that capsule is enough fertilizer to feed and nourish my plants for an entire growing season. Everything my plants need in order to grow and thrive is bound up in those granules. But without the application of water to begin to soften that protective covering, the fertilizer will never be able to move into the soil and be taken in by the roots of the plants.
Ipomoea 'Blackie' (Purple Sweet Potato Vine) |
Before I get to that message, let me once again mention why I write this blog. Oh sure, I enjoy the plant photography, but that's not the real reason for the blog. I write these entries in order to record the things God reveals to me as I work in my garden. Since God created me, He knows everything about me and my personality. He knows what I enjoy, which is gardening. He knows that He can most effectively communicate with me and help me understand many of His truths and His desires for my life through comparisons and analogies of the plants and the garden. He uses that to enable my little brain to comprehend what He wants to reveal to me... and He's done it once again.
Gardenia jasminoides 'August Beauty' |
Here's where I got stuck. I just couldn't grasp the concept of how I, with all my human limitations, could stop the work of something as great and as powerful as The Holy Spirit - part of the Trinity. It's not that I feel as if I have to understand every single thing in the Bible. I realize that some things simply aren't meant for me to understand in this life here on earth. I just couldn't wrap my brain around how it was possible for me to "quench the Holy Spirit." Then I spilled the fertilizer.
Calamagrostis 'Karl Foerster' (Feather Reed Grass) |
Nothing I could do could change the makeup of that fertilizer. It was what it was. I'm certainly not smart enough to figure out what all it contained, or how to put all those chemicals together in the right formula to create the power that would work properly for my plants. Someone with much more intelligence and plant knowledge had already done that for me. But I did have the power to allow it to work, or to prevent it from working. It was all in whether or not I wanted to activate it. That's how I had quenched the power of the Holy Spirit in my life... I had chosen not to activate It.
I've often heard of Jesus described as a "gentleman" who will not force His way into anyone's lives. In Revelation 3:20 He says, "Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me." (NIV) He doesn't knock down the door and barge in to anyone's life. He knocks, and He waits. And if anyone opens the door, then He comes in. Perhaps it's the same with The Holy Spirit. Maybe He won't force us to do God's will. But He is there within us, ready to empower us to do God's will the minute we allow Him to do so.
So, how do I "activate" The Holy Spirit in my life? God has shown me that it's very simple... through an act of obedience.
Zephyranthes canadensis (Rain Lily) |
I was asked recently to speak to a group of women from several different denominations at a popular annual event. I had never spoken to a large group in a setting such as that one - at least not concerning spiritual matters - and my immediate inclination was to decline as politely as possible. But I agreed to give the matter prayerful consideration. I asked God to show me what He wanted me to do. I felt like I was being fair in asking Him to show me what He wanted me to talk about if He wanted me to agree to speak. I didn't expect the answer I got. I very clearly discerned God's voice telling me that He would tell me what He wanted me to speak about after I agreed to speak. He wanted an act of obedience first. He wanted me to step out in faith and trust Him to supply me with what I would need.
Baptisia 'Screaming Yellow' (False Baptisia) |
The only times I had spoken to larger groups in the past, I had spoken to groups about plants or landscaping. It was what I was familiar with, and what I felt more comfortable with. Anytime I had spoken to a group concerning spiritual matters, it had been a relatively small group. The topic had already been determined and the outline done in the form of a lesson plan or Bible study. This was going to be new territory for me. But God didn't want me to reinvent the wheel... He simply wanted me to put it in motion.
Dianthus chinensis (Cheddar Pinks) |
"I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in Him. Then you will overflow with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit." Romans 15:13 (NLT)
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